mood:  bummed

I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart. And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you. But those words may forver stay in my heart-locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.

When all is said and done, you are part of me. That's the way it was meant to be. People are brought together for a reason, everything happens for a reason. I believe the reason that you and me were brought together was because we complete one another. We fill in each other's missing spots with love. And if someday God decides to tear us apart, I trust that there is a reason. Cause if there is a reason for love, there is a reason for life beyond it...

When I miss you, I miss you a lot. I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with eachother; for those were some of the best times of my life. And hopefully when you're here with me, those best times will be erased and we shall start something new. Remembering it as the best times we spent our life together while we grow old.

mood:

remember how you asked me why i love you? well...words are just not enough to tell you how much you mean to me and how much i need you by my side, all my life. you have touched my life in ways others can't even think of....i never knew what love was until i met you, then when distance pulled us apart, i found out what true love is...missing you gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time i saw you, you are one day closer to the next time i will.

if the human body can live with food and water, then why does it feel like i can't live without you?

mood: mmm... what can i say...

let me see..what are updates...well the past week things are gettin better for me... i cant really say because there are ppl i need to surprise but yeah...its been good u kno...i learn that sometimes wen things get hard at times...u gotta let it go and wen its time or if its meant to be..it'll come back. i learn that i should not wait up on time. but let time wait up on me. yet...patience is really a big key to success..i shouldnt rush into things knowing that "hey things will work out." things are going to be hard around here after these couple weeks and months u know..im going to have to get use to it and u kno..learn to forget about the past and focus on the present. im loving it rite now. i just dont want to let go of things except the past and learn to love like i never loved before. im so speechless right now. im excited and happy like mad crazie. it happen like a snap of a finger..one day im having a miserable boring day n the next  thing i know its like wowwww another day to count down..i miss those counting down days wen im totally excited about n just counting down expecting a great, happy, fun day to look forward to. well i guess i've grown out of that stage u know...i think moving out and away from things reallie help me realize what i can handle in life and what i can not. i moved out and away to look for my inner-self...i think i found it...only if i can actually live my inner-self with u. i reallie miss u. i reallie do...hope we can make another memory...

“Holiness created me whole.”
“Kindness created me kind.”
“Helpfulness created me helpful.”
“Perfection created me perfect.”

"Love created you and I,"

"but, without you, I'm Nonentity."

 

 

 

       What you're  here for  

I never thought that there could be someone as wonderful as you

The person that is the reason for my existence and everything I ever knew

I take every waking breathing breath to breathe in the reality

Of the pure joy and laughter you bring and your generous hospitality

My eyes tells me you're the most beautiful person that I have ever seen

And everything about you fulfills the criteria of the girl of my dreams

You're the only person that I had ever given my complete trust

And the only person to tell me that I'm doing wrong when you must

When I'm down and out, babe, you pick me up off my feet

Letting me lean on you, so our bodies are together and complete

When trouble arise, you are always there to stick by my side

Never leaving me, even when the danger around us has subside

When I'm lost in a dark endless street, you're the bright light

That guides me through the darkness of the harsh winter night

I can't begin to describe the countless way you change my existence

And it is all because you were there for me with your assistance

Babe, being with you is like being in heaven on earth

I've never been too sure about anything until there was you and me

We'll be together forever and that is how it will always be

My life had no meaning until the day that you came along

And with you forever is the place that I will always belong

 

 

 

this poem is a poem a wrote a while back. i suppose to print it out and send it to u but u never gave me the chance to explain myself and hear me out. i hope u going to read this and know how i reallie use to feel for u n how i still feel for u unconditionally.

Mood:  

something i thought you would enjoy reading because i enjoyed it. c[=

From lindaAa. the coolest friend ever. also known as LINDA kuz im her REAG. =]

Sometimes, in our relentless efforts to find the person we love we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things and simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns. Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words for you will find rewarding happiness not with the man you love but the man who loves you more.

The best lovers are those capable of loving from a distance far enough to allow the person to grow, but never too far to feel the love deep within your being. TO LET GO OF SOMEONE DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO STOP LOVING, IT ONLY MEANS THAT YOU ALLOW THAT PERSON TO FIND HIS OWN HAPPINESS WITHOUT EXPECTING HIM TO COME BACK. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but it is also setting yourself free from all bitterness, hatred, and anger that keep in your heart. Do not let the bitterness scare away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you, but rather let yourself grow with wisdom in bearing it. You may find peace in just loving someone from a distance not expecting anything in return.

But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past but real peace and happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today. There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon become a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just a friendship. We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves. You don't have to forget someone you love. What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself.

Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving. Don't let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well. Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow. If you lose love that doesn't mean that you failed in love. Cry if you have to, but make it sure that the tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left with you. Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime.

There are two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is though EVERYTHING IS A MIRACLE.

Albert Einstein
(1879-1955)

mood:  a minute ago..but now...

THE IRONY OF LOVE

The greatest irony of love is lovin  the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person wen the time is right, and finding out u love someone right after that person walks out of ur life.  And sometimes, u think u're already over a person, but when u see them smile at u, u'll suddenly realize that u're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be urs again.

For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing
how much u love the person. Most relationships tend to fail, but not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much, and the other was being loved too little.

As we all know,
the heart is the center of the body,
but it beats on the left.
Maybe thats the reason why the heart is not always right.

Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love
only to discover that for them, we are just for past times,
while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger.

So here's a piece of advice: Let go when you're hurting too much.  Give up when love isn't enough, and move on when things are not like before. There is someone out there who will love u even more, surely then, u will know true love! But if someone doesn't love you more are treating u bad, come back and maybe the person u loved before will make u happy again. Who knows right?